It all begins....

Tomorrow I begin the journey starting with my CT scan in the morning.  I just wrote a message to my doc here in Janesville and one of my questions was asking what the CT scan will show.  I know she said that they will be looking at all of my organs to make sure there are no other irregularities.  Great, another thing to worry about I don't need any more irregularities thank you!  I am wondering however if the CT scan will show any sign of cancer on the tumor?  I am just one of those people that wants to know, I can't handle this maybe crap, ha!  I like to have a plan.  I hate it that I don't have a surgery date yet its driving me nuts!
Anyway, I am not nervous about tomorrow.  I like it that there won't be any pain involved and I can just lay back and let the machine do its thing.  I am not looking forward to drinking that gross stuff but I will manage.  I had many offers from people to join me but I decided I will be fine on my own.  I figure I won't find anything out tomorrow so I will just go and get the job done!